Bismillahirahmanirrahim. Ampunkan ana atas kekasaran dan kehilangan akal ana minggu lalu. Ana dah tak tau apa sebenarnya yang merasuk diri ana ni. Setiap detik ada sahaja air mata nak jatuh. Well, being a cry baby , it's really hard handling your feelings here. Balik balik disakiti, lagi lagi orang sekeliling. Ya, orang sekeliling. Manusia yang bernama kawan, sahabat. Pernah aku dengar kata kata,...

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Beratnya Ya Allah , berat sungguh.  Di saat semua orang dah menghafal surah surah lazim , aku di sini cuba mencari jalan keluar. Bukan nya tak usaha, tapi aku marah dengan diri sendiri atas kelembapan kepala tengkorakku . Betapa susahnya untuk aku menghafal surah surah ni , wahal orang lain dah menghafal semua surah ni masa tadika lagi. Aku malu , dah menghafal...

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Such a beautiful morning , aite? So, It's going to be an express post since I only have a few hours to write this. I usually took a whole day  to write a blog post. Ok, berkempen? Maybe most of you didn't know that I got a great responsibility here in MKIC. (Wait, ana berperasan je ni ramai pembaca, padahal takda)....

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim. salam alayk ihwah wa akhowwat.  Salam Subuh. Hari ni dah masuk hari ke 20 ana dekat MKIC. Classes started , and my life started to become a bit stable. Things get into routine , lazy weekends and hectic weekdays. Homework, assignments and other stuffs as well. I was really excited with A&D , but my first drawing was really unexpected. *Sigh* We...

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Bismillahirahmanirahim , Allahummasollia'la Muhammad, wa'ala ali Muhammad. Hi Guys, it has been a while. I've been busy through Ramadhan and Eid , since the WorldCup match is over I have registered to my new school. MARA KETENGAH International College. Well , what can I say? , I was here for only a week. Then we headed home for Eid celebration. Let's see ,...

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It was 3:00 a.m. in the morning when I called him , I cried horribly . At the end of the line , he just kept quiet from the moment I start moaning to the end. Never said a word.  After 10 minutes of sniffing and wailing, finally , he said “Get some sleep, we’ll talk tomorrow”.  I did exactly what he said....

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Bismillahirahmanirahim , Allahummasollia'la Muhammad, wa'ala ali Muhammad. Hello readers , it has been a while. I've spent too much time at home I can't even remember why I was busy all this while. Never mind that . So , the title. Yes I know, most of you had gone through this situation . Especially muslimahs. So today , I am here to share...

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Bismillahirahmanirahim Hello , so here I am , in Kulim , in my house , on my bed , not studying . What happened ? Well ,I got kicked out of UTP for being super awesome. NO , just kidding. Saja buat suspens tajuk tu. I left UTP. Because I got a better offer. Going back to UTP just to do the clearance...

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim Love , is a fitrah in every human being. We want to love and to be loved. We as the servants of Allah , has misused this feeling. Love abuse if I may say. We're still teenagers or young adults if you prefer . Why do we need love ? Because this love is not ours , we have to ask for...

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim , a week has passed by , and I'm here with my UPU results , Alhadmulillah I got UIA , it's what I wanted from the start. But , It's sad , knowing that I'll be leaving such a beautiful surrounding. Ana sebenarnya sayang nak tinggalkan geng 4.0 , dan rakan masjid . Ana ingat lagi , first first masuk UTP dulu...

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim Kaifahaluk ? Ana di sini baik baik sahaja. Alhamdulillah. Syukur pada Allah kerana ana diberi sehari lagi untuk menghirup udara yang segar, sehari lagi untuk merasakan makanan, sehari lagi untuk melihat wajah wajah yang tercinta. Selama ni antum semua dah tahu kisah adik beradik ana di Hi-Tech , sekrang giliran ana ceritakan saudara saudari di UTP. Ana janji nak ceritakan tentang kawan...

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Bersedialah untuk bosan membaca rencana yang tiada titik noktah. Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Alhamdulillah , hayat masih dikandung badan. Alhamdulillah , sifat masih lagi sempurna. Alhamdulillah , alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. Sudah berhabuk lagi , Asif jiddan wahai blog ku tercinta. Ana belum lagi jumpa waktu yang sesuai , dan bila ada waktu yang sesuai , ana tak jumpa isi hati yang tersorok itu.  Sebelum mula ,...

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The house was hers alone , Its 3 in the morning and everyone is still asleep . She looked at her spouse beside her , who's in a really deep sleep after a long exhausting trip from their campus. Slowly , she crept out of the room , tiptoeing to her small piano. She haven't touch that darling for months! Opening the lid...

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Hi people . So yeah. I'm proud to announce that I'm procrastinating. Yeah , I have a long to do list , but I have not started on anything yet. Lab assessment, and 4 assignments , Why Azwa why. Oh well , I should sleep earlier tonight since I don't have the mood to start on anything. The problem is ,...

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"I'm only half way there , but You take me all the way "  Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Apa khabar antum semua ? :) I'll promise that this will be only a quick update. Actually I wanted to study tonight , but I can't bring myself to do so . Teruk kan ? Haha . Ya Allah  , Azwa , Tahun bila nak berubah tah...

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Bismillahirahmanirahim . Hello people . Great day to complete all my assignments , but I just don't care. Hehe. Anyways,  since my life is doing a huge back flip now. I'm dying to change my style of blogging. I want to post good things that can bring benefit to people. Wish me luck in changing. Go blog dakwah ! BAM! tukar topik seh....

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Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Ana dah lama tak update blog kan ? Ana tahu semua rindu belaka . cewah , tak leh belah aku . K , jangan persoalkan kata ganti nama diri "ana" , sebab memang ana memang nak ubah diri untuk menjadi seorang yang sopan santun , dulu rock yea yea ja. haha . Apa apa pun , ana nak ceritakan kisah yang...

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 Assalamualaikum antum antum semua . Ana minta maaf sebab lama sangat tak update. My first month in UTP was okay . I've been having major problems , but I'm just so good at keeping it a secret. Seriously , like major major major stressful problems that I can't talk about.  Assalamualaikum antum antum semua . Ana minta maaf sebab lama sangat tak update....

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CHAPTER 1 A fair-haired boy lowers himself down some rocks toward a lagoon on a beach. At the lagoon, he encounters another boy, who is chubby, intellectual, and wears thick glasses. The fair-haired boy introduces himself as Ralph and the chubby one introduces himself as Piggy. Through their conversation, we learn that in the midst of a war, a transport plane carrying a...

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