Assalamualaikum sayang sayang ku sekalian . Wazzup !? Ye ye aku nak minta maaf banyak banyak sebab aku telah meninggalkan blog ini selama 3 bulan lama nya . Tak sangka la pulak , masa bergerak dengan begitu pantas . Memang betul apa yang psychologist  cakap , masa akan berlaku dengan cepat apabila terdapat tarikh yang kita tidak mahu menghadapi . JENG JENG JENG .

Hellooooo people ! I'm freaking 17 already ! *harlemshake* well , not officially , 22 days till I'm 17 , mengikut kalender Yunani , kalau ikut kalender islam aku dah jadi 17 sejak bulan 10 tahun lepas ! haha , tarikh birthday aku dalam kalender islam ialah 26 Zulkaedah 1416 :) Acewah , korang ingat tarikh mana korang dilahirkan dalam islam ? try to check , k? Act. aku bukan apa , tahun ni aku dengan bangganya ingin menyatakan bahawa aku ialah calon SPM 2013 . HUWARGHHH :'( meroyan kejap . seksa k . seteressss . Aku pun tak tau la nak cakap macam mana , stress sebab banyak pressure , plus homework bertimbum . Sekolah Hi Tech ni memang strict kan , misi visi tinggi melambung . Aduh . Pelajar cemerlang boleh buat macam ranking akedemi fantasia . 10 orang yang top akan dicalonkan ikut exam , kalau seorang merosot , orang lain la naik  ikut purata markah .dah la tu , diasingkan dari orang lain , kelas tambahan , latihan , sesi motivasi  . TAK ADIL K. 

Ehem ehem . Olla . Hey guys , so hows your holidays huhhh ? Its been quite a while since I've posted , yes ? SO i decided to tell you guys bout my Holiday , Its not that much , but it is the best yer end holidays ever . Since that last year I'm having PMR , and next year I'm sitting for SPM , it makes a difference . My family and I went to Negeri Sembilan , (my hometown) Labu , Kampung LBJ. The night we arrived there , everyone was tired , but my uwan served us Durians! haha , you have no idea how big the durian and rambutan trees there , Its like a tropical fruit island . The bad thing is , insects  are everywhere . brrrr . I hate thoses creepy crawlies so much . 

First day , I went to Setia City Mall . I was like dehell ?! Its sooo huge . I suggest you guys to go too , they're having a year end sale , everything is affordable for an average person like me. Of course , its in Setia Alam , which is only 3 minutes form my aunt's house . I went there with her , cuz my mum and dad had a date in MAHA ,its kinda like an agroculture thingy , where you can see live stock animals and plants everywhere .

Second day , We went to IKEA , I'm telling you , IT IS NOT MY FAVORITE PLACE . urgh the jam , the cars , the humidity , the people , families , babies , Its like I'm having claustrophobia . But yeah , my mum wanted to buy some things , So I have to be there all the time because She will ask for my opinion in everything . And later that night we went to the Setia City Mall , my sister's been complaining bout her Tshirts . And we had lunch there too . After that we went to my aunt's house to settle our prayers and head back to Negeri Sembilan , Labu  .

The third day , after breakfast ,(which we had durians and rambutans as desserts along with nasi goreng ) My dad took us to I-city , I was like , why the heck are we here ? I thought we're supposed to go there at night . But , actually my dad was not planning to bring us to the city of LED , or whatever you called it , he took us to snowwalk , there were only 4 or 5 families there . I'mgald he thought about going in the morning . The experience was damn cool , I can't talk because it was so cold in there . Sadly my left foot pinky got frostsbites . Felt numb . You can't even talk properly , like your tounge was frozen . Mum said it reminded her when she took us to go for snow sledging when we were back in USA , I was 2 or 3 , I did'nt remember , me and my sister can't even walk because it was too cold . So we went back home and soak in the bathtub instead . It was a good memory . 

 That my friends ,is what i call Frozen cheeks . should have took a picture when my cheeks and nose are red like the santa clause's reindeer :P

The forth day , AFter packing our bags , and said our goodbyes to my grandma , we head to THE MINES , and then straight back home . I didn't even know place such as the Mines exists in Malaysia , it was a great experience riding a boat in a mall and cruising around the lake , fed the big sized cat fishes , and beautiful talapias , wild black gooses that snapped on my dad's hand while feeding it . Ducks that swam in a row ,and even beautiful swans . They were not afraid of us at all .

What bout you ? how's your holiday .Man , I'm actually having tremours everytime I thought bout next year , senior year ! ahah . it is going to suck . I can feel it . Aku ada muka macam senior ke ? haih rasa macam baru je masuk sekolah tingkatan satu semalam , :') semua kenangan dengan kawan kawan masih lagi terkubur dalam mindaku . Semoga kita akan kecapi kejayaan yang diingini , amin . InsyaAllah

Helloooooo ladies , My darlings and my fello gentlemen . I'm kinda feeling like a gay mozart . I mean , not a morzart that's guy gay thing , I meant the happy kinda gay . Urgh whatevaaa . Hmm , So , what I'm gonna talk bout todaaayyy is TRUST *creepy background music* 

So what bout trust . Nawhh , I don't have any trust issues with my family or Vanilla , or my partners in crime . Just my close friends . I know , I knoww . I should'nt do this , its like . "Their your friends dude , You've gotta trust them" AHAH . TO ME ,I have not trust anybody , in my life . I'd never get my hopes high for some friend who might turn me out someday , and I'll be freakin crushed ,heart broken . NO NO NO . I don't want any of this teenage drama in my life , Friends , you might need them today , they might need you too . But some just leave you when you're in need of their help , you know ? Some might even use you . Why be friends with a person like that , I'm not even sure if he/she is a person . Disgusting behaviors , lies everywhere , hypocrite , definitely NOT in my friends list . What would you feel , if you're not talking to your classmate , who's your former best friend , Ouch that hurts right ? True friendship only exists in elementary , Those are the times where all us are naive , we don't think all the bad things , or the things we don't need to do , things that are waste of time . What I know is , when I'm at the age 7 -10 , I've had the best of friends ! they would never leave me alone , never cheat on you , well unless they help you cheat  .Those times where we don't care bout our studies , we played 24 hours , let the geniuses win . Even the first in class were best friends with the average . 

Things started to change, you know. We have our own future to race to , Our own job . Our own responsibilities . People who are so close to us , may be our biggest rivals . We aim for the best . Friendship ? hmm , I don't know . We even have a better relationship with the books than humans . I'm just saying generally , no offense . I love my friends . Especially the crazy psycopaths . They would know who I'm talking bout . haha . Love them to the end of my life . Haha stop Azwa what the heck are you babbling bout ? 

tukaaaaarrr topicccccckkkkkkk . haha . Recently , I just had a date with Anis and Vanilla . I'm so thankful to Anis that she would be willing to watch the movie with me , Im so glad to have you my dear . Aku dah buat muka tak malu kat hampir 8 orang nak mintak teman , NO ONE is available . urgh . Nasib baik Anis ada . I love you . You know , my parents are really strict bout me going out of the house , and I only had that one chance , you have no idea how I'm glad to have you Anis .my life savior . She has been the the most supportive friend ever , dia yang SELALU teman aku keluar . Yang lain ada , farhana n aini , tapi Anis hampir setiap kali :') I really love you .