Ehem ehem . Olla . Hey guys , so hows your holidays huhhh ? Its been quite a while since I've posted , yes ? SO i decided to tell you guys bout my Holiday , Its not that much , but it is the best yer end holidays ever . Since that last year I'm having PMR , and next year I'm sitting for SPM , it makes a difference . My family and I went to Negeri Sembilan , (my hometown) Labu , Kampung LBJ. The night we arrived there , everyone was tired , but my uwan served us Durians! haha , you have no idea how big the durian and rambutan trees there , Its like a tropical fruit island . The bad thing is , insects  are everywhere . brrrr . I hate thoses creepy crawlies so much . 

First day , I went to Setia City Mall . I was like dehell ?! Its sooo huge . I suggest you guys to go too , they're having a year end sale , everything is affordable for an average person like me. Of course , its in Setia Alam , which is only 3 minutes form my aunt's house . I went there with her , cuz my mum and dad had a date in MAHA ,its kinda like an agroculture thingy , where you can see live stock animals and plants everywhere .

Second day , We went to IKEA , I'm telling you , IT IS NOT MY FAVORITE PLACE . urgh the jam , the cars , the humidity , the people , families , babies , Its like I'm having claustrophobia . But yeah , my mum wanted to buy some things , So I have to be there all the time because She will ask for my opinion in everything . And later that night we went to the Setia City Mall , my sister's been complaining bout her Tshirts . And we had lunch there too . After that we went to my aunt's house to settle our prayers and head back to Negeri Sembilan , Labu  .

The third day , after breakfast ,(which we had durians and rambutans as desserts along with nasi goreng ) My dad took us to I-city , I was like , why the heck are we here ? I thought we're supposed to go there at night . But , actually my dad was not planning to bring us to the city of LED , or whatever you called it , he took us to snowwalk , there were only 4 or 5 families there . I'mgald he thought about going in the morning . The experience was damn cool , I can't talk because it was so cold in there . Sadly my left foot pinky got frostsbites . Felt numb . You can't even talk properly , like your tounge was frozen . Mum said it reminded her when she took us to go for snow sledging when we were back in USA , I was 2 or 3 , I did'nt remember , me and my sister can't even walk because it was too cold . So we went back home and soak in the bathtub instead . It was a good memory . 

 That my friends ,is what i call Frozen cheeks . should have took a picture when my cheeks and nose are red like the santa clause's reindeer :P

The forth day , AFter packing our bags , and said our goodbyes to my grandma , we head to THE MINES , and then straight back home . I didn't even know place such as the Mines exists in Malaysia , it was a great experience riding a boat in a mall and cruising around the lake , fed the big sized cat fishes , and beautiful talapias , wild black gooses that snapped on my dad's hand while feeding it . Ducks that swam in a row ,and even beautiful swans . They were not afraid of us at all .

What bout you ? how's your holiday .Man , I'm actually having tremours everytime I thought bout next year , senior year ! ahah . it is going to suck . I can feel it . Aku ada muka macam senior ke ? haih rasa macam baru je masuk sekolah tingkatan satu semalam , :') semua kenangan dengan kawan kawan masih lagi terkubur dalam mindaku . Semoga kita akan kecapi kejayaan yang diingini , amin . InsyaAllah

Helloooooo ladies , My darlings and my fello gentlemen . I'm kinda feeling like a gay mozart . I mean , not a morzart that's guy gay thing , I meant the happy kinda gay . Urgh whatevaaa . Hmm , So , what I'm gonna talk bout todaaayyy is TRUST *creepy background music* 

So what bout trust . Nawhh , I don't have any trust issues with my family or Vanilla , or my partners in crime . Just my close friends . I know , I knoww . I should'nt do this , its like . "Their your friends dude , You've gotta trust them" AHAH . TO ME ,I have not trust anybody , in my life . I'd never get my hopes high for some friend who might turn me out someday , and I'll be freakin crushed ,heart broken . NO NO NO . I don't want any of this teenage drama in my life , Friends , you might need them today , they might need you too . But some just leave you when you're in need of their help , you know ? Some might even use you . Why be friends with a person like that , I'm not even sure if he/she is a person . Disgusting behaviors , lies everywhere , hypocrite , definitely NOT in my friends list . What would you feel , if you're not talking to your classmate , who's your former best friend , Ouch that hurts right ? True friendship only exists in elementary , Those are the times where all us are naive , we don't think all the bad things , or the things we don't need to do , things that are waste of time . What I know is , when I'm at the age 7 -10 , I've had the best of friends ! they would never leave me alone , never cheat on you , well unless they help you cheat  .Those times where we don't care bout our studies , we played 24 hours , let the geniuses win . Even the first in class were best friends with the average . 

Things started to change, you know. We have our own future to race to , Our own job . Our own responsibilities . People who are so close to us , may be our biggest rivals . We aim for the best . Friendship ? hmm , I don't know . We even have a better relationship with the books than humans . I'm just saying generally , no offense . I love my friends . Especially the crazy psycopaths . They would know who I'm talking bout . haha . Love them to the end of my life . Haha stop Azwa what the heck are you babbling bout ? 

tukaaaaarrr topicccccckkkkkkk . haha . Recently , I just had a date with Anis and Vanilla . I'm so thankful to Anis that she would be willing to watch the movie with me , Im so glad to have you my dear . Aku dah buat muka tak malu kat hampir 8 orang nak mintak teman , NO ONE is available . urgh . Nasib baik Anis ada . I love you . You know , my parents are really strict bout me going out of the house , and I only had that one chance , you have no idea how I'm glad to have you Anis .my life savior . She has been the the most supportive friend ever , dia yang SELALU teman aku keluar . Yang lain ada , farhana n aini , tapi Anis hampir setiap kali :') I really love you .

Can't she be any more cuter ? HAHAHAHA . I'm so sorry Huqin , I just have to upload it here . peace 

Hello everyone , nampak tak apa yang aku dah buat kat atas ni ? Nampak ? kalau nampak bagus . Aku baru je belajar buat GIF  ni . hew hew hew  . Saja suka suka la katakan . sapa nak belajar meh sini nak ajar . senang je pun . Inform me ! So sekarang ni aku dah buat satu gif . aku most probably akan buat banyak banyak banyak lagi . wheeeee . 

Nak sambung buat GIF lagi . bye bye byeeeee . muuaaah

Okay Hello . I'm freaking out now . Last week when I sign in my google account , This blog , iRawr has been deleted by I DON'T KNOW WHO THE F HE IS  , and I can't even undelete it , So I made a new blog , now that I have setteled down with my new blog , this blog magically reappears . WTF is this ? Now that I have two blogs , I don't have the heart to delete it , I'm still thinking how should I divide the categories ,what part of my life should I post in here and what part of my life should I post in Double The Rawr . I love both of my blogs now . ARGH . this is depressing . Its like my blogs are my boyfriends :(  

  Okay . Shut up Azwa . Clear your mind . As long as I know what I should do is enough . I am going to blogwalking the whole night . Adios Amigos .

olla , it's breaktime now , and I have 10 more minutes before I'm going back to my office and finish my job . So , I just ate the most delicious kuey teow in my life . Thanks mum . Anyway , I'm bored . I feel like writing something and I want to write a story . BUT i don't have any idea , no timeline , no storyboard . This just came out of nowhere .

10:00 PM 

Yasmin masih lagi menunggu mesejnya dibalas . Sudah 2 jam dia menunggu , Solat Ishak pun sudah diselesaikan . Dia mengambil keputusan untuk ke biliknya dan membaca buku . Dia teringat kembali waktu dia masih muda , dan itulah kali pertama dia jatuh cinta kepada seorang jejaka , yang kini sudah menjadi suaminya . Kisah bagaimana dia begitu benci kepada Kamal hanya disebabkan kamal telah melaggar bumper keretanya dengan sengaja . Bergaduh , memaki hamun . "HOI , tak nampak jalan ke?!" Kamal menjerit kearahnya . Memang jelas sekali yang Kamal telah melanggar lampu merah dan mereka sedang menuju ke simpang yang sama , mungkin juga tepat yang sama . Hensemnyaa mamat ni , pakai songkok ,  tapi perangai teruk gila . kenapa dia pakai songkok dengan sweater ? sejuk ke , tapi tetap hensem . kan bagus kalau aku kawin dengan dia je .  Yasmin berkata dalam hatinya. Sambil menurunkan cermin mata hitamnya , dan menolak selendang putih yang dipakai ke belakang , dia senyum sambil berkata "maaf ya encik , tapi encik sedar tak yang encik ni dah langgar peraturan , saya tak kisah la sangat , tapi encik dah merosakkan kereta saya , nampaknya encik kena bayar ganti rugi ni" . Ternganga Kamal melihat perempuan itu . Amboi amboi , perempuan ni , suka hati je suruh aku bayar , tapi dia pakai baju putih , tak kan lah dia kut ?   Di tengah tengah simpang tu , Kamal alihkan keretanya ke tepi , dann mematikan enjin , dia keluar dari keretanya dan menahan kereta Yasmin dari meneruskan perjalanannya yang lewat . Eh , asal dia tahan ni , nak bayar ganti rugi terus ke , aku dah lewat dah ni , mampur atuk cari aku . Pakaian dia tetap pelik , songkok dan sweater dan seluar slack . "Hei , asal tahan kereta ni , saya dah lewat ni encik , saya tak nak kena sekeh dengan orang lain pulak ."  yasmin menjerit dari tingkapnya.Kamal berjalan ke tingkap yasmin dan bertanya "Kau nak pergi masjid kat hujung jalan tu ke ?" dengan nada yang serius . "Kalau ya pun , kenapa ? nak ikut ?" Yasmin menjeling . "Nama kau Yasmin bin Alif ? " Kamal meneka . Terkejut Yasmin dibuatnya . dengan gagap dia berkata "Ya" . Eh , macam mana dia tau nama aku ? Spy ke ? Ke polis yang nak tuntut saman aku ? . Yasmin  cemas , tangannya sejuk , entah entah ... dia kot ! tapi asal dia pakai sweater ?bukan kemeja ? ."eh , kau sape ? macam mana kau tau nama aku ?". Kamal senyum dengan sinis sambil berfikir , Dunia aku akan terbalik lah lepas ni dengan perempuan mulut kepoh ni , kenapa ayah ? kenapa dia ?  "Assalamualaikum bakal isteriku ." Kamal memberi salam dan hilang ke keretanya , Yasmin terkedu , tak dijangka bakal suaminya adalah orang yang dilanggar pada pagi pagi buta ini . Kamal kembali semula dan masuk ke kereta Yasmin . "asal dengan kau ni ? naik kereta sendiri lah . " Yasmin memarahinya . Kamal memandangnya dengan muka dan hati perasaan yang kosong , membuatkan muka Yasmin merah menyala , "Dengar sini , ak tahu kau pun terpaksa akur dengan semua janji atuk kau dan ayah aku, dengan baik hatinya , rumah untuk kita pun sudah disediakann."."KAU BIAR BETUL/?". "Bagi aku cakap habis dulu boleh tak ? Ya , kita sebagai ahli koparat yang profesional , kita setuju sahaja , kan ? Tapi aku tahu kau pun tengah 'struggle' , apa kata kita buat kontrak , kita tinggal serumah , tapi kau tidur bilik atas , aku tidur bilik bawah , kita ada kereta masing masing , buat macam housmate sahaja , abaikan aku , aku tak de kena mengena dengan hiudp kau , begitu jugak dengan kau . We have a deal? " Yasmin senyap memikir kan perjanjian mereka , ya , memang keputusan yang agak susah apabila nikah dipaksa , dia terpaksa meninggalkan boyfriendnya . "Deal" . Dengan sepatah jawapan , Yasmin menekan minyak meninggalkan kereta kamal di teppi simpang itu , untuk menjimatkan masa  , mereka akan patah balik untuk ambil kereta Kamal , dan menjalani hidup masing masing semula .

Yasmin tersentak apabila dikejutkan dengan bunyi tutup pintu almari , dia menoleh ke arah bunyi dan melihat suaminya yang telah pulang dari kerja . "Mengelamun apa tu ?sampai orang masuk bilik pun tak sedar .?" Kamal bertanya sambil memengang berus gigi dan berpeluk tubuh .Yasmin tersenyum , "tak ada apa apa , dah makan ?" ." Tak , lapar sangat , awak masak apa hari ini ?" . Muka Kamal bercahaya tidak ubah seperti kanak kanak yang tidak sabar untuk memenuhkan perutnya . Yasmin bangun dari katil dan menarik tangan Kamal dan membawa dia turun ke dapur untuk menyuap suaminya yang berkelakuan seperti anak yang manja .

Whoa , that's so cheesy , that's not me . well demam demam ni jiwang kot . ok dah lewat . aku masuk kerja dulu .bye

I miss you :(