Bismillahirahmanirrahim . Ana dah lama tak update blog kan ? Ana tahu semua rindu belaka . cewah , tak leh belah aku . K , jangan persoalkan kata ganti nama diri "ana" , sebab memang ana memang nak ubah diri untuk menjadi seorang yang sopan santun , dulu rock yea yea ja. haha . Apa apa pun , ana nak ceritakan kisah yang ada kena mengena dengan tajuk yang trang tang tang kat atas tu . JENG JENG JENG\
Sebenarnya ana baru sahaja balik dari KPI - Kem Penghayatan Islam anjuran RM (Rakan Masjid UTP) . Ya ana tahu , mesti antum2 yang baca ni terkejut kingkong ye dak ? Perubahan drastik yang ana buat dari zaman sekolah , ke zaman University , I'm a different person now .Ana ahli RM , Lajnah Strategi & Dakwah . Dalam banyak2 lajnah , ana masuk yang itu . OK , ana dapat rasakan biji mata antum semua terbeliak besaq. Antum yang mengikuti perkembangan ana dari ana form 1 sampai sekrang , ana tahu ni semua memang perubahan yang drastik . graf yang melonjak 90 darjah . Ana bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerana ana antara ramai2 yang ada di dunia ni , terpilih untuk sedar akan cahaya hidayah Allah SWT . Back to topic , I just came back from this awesome camp , dan ana dipilih untuk menjadi masulah KPI tersebut , tanggungjawab ana adalah untuk menggerakkan resolusi kami . Berat sungguh amanah ini kan ? Tapi ana pelik , macam mana dalam ramai2 yang berpotensi , ana jugak yang terpilih , pada malam muhasabah diri , ana telah mengkongsikan kisah zaman jahiliyyah ana pada semua peserta kem, yet I'm the one that is chosen . Bandingkan dengan Mas'ul yang dipilih , Fakhri , sahabat ana jugak , ana ni tak layak lah . Ramai yang ana kenal dalam KPI boleh sahaja petik ayat al quran dan huraikan depan khalayak , bandingkan dengan ana , apa pun tidak dihafal , termasuklah ayat hafazan sekolah . Ana tak dak ilmu agama yang tinggi , cetek sangat, tahap kekeringan . Ana rasa sangat down to earth dekat UTP sebab ana dari sekolah harian biasa , result trial biasa ja , memang pelajar sederhana . Kat sini sahabat2 ana semua KP , naqibah , MPP , dan sebagainya .
Ana pun dipilih sebagai Hi-Com Media Team RM Junior . Ana memang tak sangka , dan ana rasa ana tidak layak , kenapa dalam ramai2 , ana jugak dipilih , pasti ada hikmah . Ana harap sangat dapat menjalankan tanggunggjawab kerana ini adalah amanah.
Soal layak tidak layak ini semakin merobek isi minda otakku , Lagi lagi bila diperingatkan dengan "sebelah kaki seorang pemimpin sudah sedia terjejak ke pintu api neraka" . Mungkin bagi sesetengah orang , menjadi seorang pemimpin itu memang impian mereka . Tapi bagi ana , kalau ana tak layak , rasa nya baik pilih orang lain yang lebih layak . Walaupun ana tahu , muslimat yang undi ana 3 orang je , Allah maha mengetahui dan telah memilih ana untuk menjadi mas'ulah KPI , bukan pemimpin sangat pun , tapi seseorang yang handle sesuatu , seseorang yang diharapkan untuk menggerakkan badan . Sepanjang pengalaman di sekolah , ana tahu bagaimana rasanya tetapi di peringkat universiti ana tak sangka yang amanah yang ana pegang ini terasa beratnya pada bahu.
Tugasan banyak , ujian. Clash dengan kelas , assignment , Quiz , dan test jugak UJIAN . Menghadiri meeting setelah sepanjang hari kelas 8 jam , UJIAN . Ana harap sangat ana dapat mengawal masa dan stress ana agar tidak mengganggu kesihatan ana . Ana redha dengan ketentuan Tuhan , dan ana pasti Allah tahu ana dahagakan didikan , ilmu , dan tarbiyah daripadaNya . In shaa Allah , sepanjang pengalaman ana memegang amanah ini, ana akan belajar sebanyak yang mungkin. Orang lain sudah ada ilmu , baru memimpin , ana pula dalam pimpinan menimba ilmu , boleh dak macam tu ? Wallahualam. Semoga Allah kurniakan rasa nikmat dan rasa manis dalam kesusahan, pengorbanan , dan kepayahan ni
KPI :)
Itu sahaja lah kot yang ana ingin kongsikan . Semoga Allah jauhkan rasa riya' ,ujub , takkabur dan sum'ah dalam diri ana. Amin . Assalamualaikum
Assalamualaikum antum antum semua . Ana minta maaf sebab lama sangat tak update. My first month in UTP was okay . I've been having major problems , but I'm just so good at keeping it a secret. Seriously , like major major major stressful problems that I can't talk about.
A fair-haired boy lowers himself down some rocks toward a lagoon on a beach. At the lagoon, he encounters another boy, who is chubby, intellectual, and wears thick glasses. The fair-haired boy introduces himself as Ralph and the chubby one introduces himself as Piggy. Through their conversation, we learn that in the midst of a war, a transport plane carrying a group of English boys was shot down over the ocean. It crashed in thick jungle on a deserted island. Scattered by the wreck, the surviving boys lost each other and cannot find the pilot.
Ralph and Piggy look around the beach, wondering what has become of the other boys from the plane. They discover a large pink and cream-colored conch shell, which Piggy realizes could be used as a kind of makeshift trumpet. He convinces Ralph to blow through the shell to find the other boys. Summoned by the blast of sound from the shell, boys start to straggle onto the beach. The oldest among them are around twelve; the youngest are around six. Among the group is a boys’ choir, dressed in black gowns and led by an older boy named Jack. They march to the beach in two parallel lines, and Jack snaps at them to stand at attention. The boys taunt Piggy and mock his appearance and nickname.
The boys decide to elect a leader. The choirboys vote for Jack, but all the other boys vote for Ralph. Ralph wins the vote, although Jack clearly wants the position. To placate Jack, Ralph asks the choir to serve as the hunters for the band of boys and asks Jack to lead them. Mindful of the need to explore their new environment, Ralph chooses Jack and a choir member named Simon to explore the island, ignoring Piggy’s whining requests to be picked. The three explorers leave the meeting place and set off across the island.
The prospect of exploring the island exhilarates the boys, who feel a bond forming among them as they play together in the jungle. Eventually, they reach the end of the jungle, where high, sharp rocks jut toward steep mountains. The boys climb up the side of one of the steep hills. From the peak, they can see that they are on an island with no signs of civilization. The view is stunning, and Ralph feels as though they have discovered their own land. As they travel back toward the beach, they find a wild pig caught in a tangle of vines. Jack, the newly appointed hunter, draws his knife and steps in to kill it, but hesitates, unable to bring himself to act. The pig frees itself and runs away, and Jack vows that the next time he will not flinch from the act of killing. The three boys make a long trek through dense jungle and eventually emerge near the group of boys waiting for them on the beach
CHAPTER 2
When the explorers return, Ralph sounds the conch shell, summoning the boys to another meeting on the beach. He tells the group that there are no adults on the island and that they need to organize a few things to look after themselves. Jack reminds Ralph of the pig they found trapped in the vines in the jungle, and Ralph agrees that they will need hunters to kill animals for meat. Ralph declares that, at meetings, the conch shell will be used to determine which boy has the right to speak. Whoever holds the conch shell will speak, and the others will listen silently until they receive the shell in their turn. Jack agrees with this idea.Piggy yells about the fact that no one knows they have crashed on the island and that they could be stuck there for a long time. The prospect of being stranded for a long period is too harrowing for many of the boys, and the entire group becomes silent and scared. One of the younger children, a small boy with a mulberry-colored mark on his face, claims that he saw a snakelike “beastie” or monster the night before. A wave of fear ripples through the group at the idea that a monster might be prowling the island. Though they are frightened, the older boys try to reassure the group that there is no monster. The older boys say that the little boy’s vision was only a nightmare.
Thinking about the possibility of rescue, Ralph proposes that the group build a large signal fire on top of the island’s central mountain, so that any passing ships might see the fire and know that someone is trapped on the island. Excited by the thought, the boys rush off to the mountain, while Ralph and Piggy lag behind. Piggy continues to whine about the childishness and stupidity of the group.
The boys collect a mound of dead wood and use the lenses from Piggy’s glasses to focus the sunlight and set the wood on fire. They manage to get a large fire going, but it quickly dies down. Piggy angrily declares that the boys need to act more proficiently if they want to get off the island, but his words carry little weight. Jack volunteers his group of hunters to be responsible for keeping the signal fire going. In their frenzied, disorganized efforts to rekindle the fire, the boys set a swath of trees ablaze. Enraged at the group’s reckless disorganization, Piggy tells them furiously that one of the littlest boys—the same boy who told them about the snake-beast—was playing over by the fire and now is missing. The boys are crestfallen and shocked, and Ralph is struck with shame. They pretend that nothing has happened